Varanasi has taken away I feel some of my most youthful years! Leading a simple life with a simple plan!
And back on that January night, you remember, right? Last year before our lives had turned upside down.
You poked me up, apologized and had a DP in which you were not recognizable!
Eighteen and a half months down the line, here we are! Beaming with success you are, fulfilling your dreams, setting in your path, being irritatingly indecisive at times and above all being yourself!
You have always been faithful to yourself, haven’t you? Growing up with scorns, aches and broken dreams! All those experiences you dealt with slowly started moulding you into a woman with purpose, strong and determined!
Firing down the egoistic and fragile people coming your way, a bit scarred is all you are; it will heal with time! You find it hard to trust anyone, you are apprehensive, yet you are who you are!
As I pen this down thinking about you, your Love for politics, your desire to be independent, grow, serve and just live your life to the fullest
You love solo trips, love to hang out, love the green leaves by your window, the rain hitting your windowpane, a cup of ice cream and dressing up in your way!
Life has been rough, but it will get better; it always does!
I know life well enough to realize you too will slowly build your own life and move on from the idea of our blooming Friendship. Still, if there is something I will hold onto, I will hold onto the memories of our times!
Our long and drooling conversations on life, science, career and our scarring! Have we explored anything else about each other? Our deep memories, our long-standing desires, it’s hard to believe our short duration of video calls, your smile and curly hair, and they are all etched and will be!
I wonder about the first conversation we will have the day we meet; I don’t know if that day will ever come or not, but if it does, I will for sure will be elated! Serving hot chocolate on a chilly morning in London or Kasaul!
A great life is waiting ahead of you; you should not be afraid;
You should instead enjoy your moments of success burning all the negativity around!
Enjoy and be foolish, make your mistakes, and learn from them! Life is nothing without your errors, and you already have a story to tell!
My Friend, you are way beyond what I feel for you, pain, Love, suffering, remorse and optimism,
Friend, you’re a symbol of hope for me, a night owl’s dream, a cheer in the cup of grief, a gasp of air when I am drowning and nothing but a wish come true!
Here’s wishing you much beyond Love, I won’t promise you a forever, ‘because we are all mortals, but for as long as time permits, I will always be a text away!
To more success for you! With unconditional Love and everything else in between!
Just not the regular Guy! 