Shifting to new places doesn’t change much of fortunes, was definitely the first thing that comes to my mind, when I reflect upon the year that just went by. As I slowly inch towards another year, I realise, good things really take time. Nothing in life comes easy, and if somethings come easy, they are… Continue reading Bochor Sesh er Kotha! (A note to the year goneby)
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It has been a while, I have been truly reflecting upon it. I often ask myself, how do days pass away like this, how do weeks, months and even years pass by? Was I actually a part of it or was it just an illusion ? Growing up was fascinating but the added responsibilities with time, has really questioned my ability to cope with everything. It is clear that life is very demanding. It is something which always keep us right at the edge of our seats, it doesn’t let us relax, it doesn’t let us breathe, it just goes on and on even before an event settles down, another sets in and leaves us in a maze.
It is amazing how our brain and mind, our body copes with all these changes. It is often important to feel and realize if our body is allowing us to accept these changes. The feeling of growing up, how our mind changes, how do we become important to ourselves, how do we see things, our perception about things change with experience. Everything. So when I ask myself how did I grow up, life answers me back.
Physically I have grown up to a height which won’t expand much. It is funny, how the effects of multiples genes too follow law of averages. Mentally, I have grown to a point where I see things only as a passing phase. I realize, it is not very important to think of what people think of me. At the end of the day, I will have to build my own life, just one person or two might witness those experiences of mine. How I change overtime with the small things that keeps on happening. I have often wondered are people too so dicey about what they do in life or is it a matter of our mental ability to keep it stable? Even if there is a variation, how to people respond to these? There are some people who are absolutely carefree about all the things in their life, that is how they have grown up. They are happy and I am jealous of them. There are some who are dedicated yet happy, I am jealous of them and then there is me, somewhere in between these two categories and suffer from bouts of two minds, this is how I have grown up. So as I look back upon life, how my schooldays turned into college, how my college days are going to turn to days of my coming years and how I will grow old, there is a little part of me that says, it is going to be okay, that we all will ultimately find our ways into which we go, that all the paths ultimately cross and that we will go back to our home, our person and our life.
Just not the regular Guy! 